Nick Kyrgios says he contemplated suicide after Wimbledon loss
The Australian, 28, was knocked out by Rafael Nadal in the second round.
Kyrgios said he wore a white arm sleeve during the match to cover up evidence of self-harm.
"I was drinking, abusing drugs, I hated the kind of person I was," he said in the documentary BreaPoint, which covers his run to the 2022 final.
"I lost at Wimbledon. I woke up, and my dad was sitting on the bed, full-blown crying. That was the big wake-up call for me.
"I was like, OK, I can't keep doing this. I ended up in a psych ward in London to figure out my problems."
In February last year, Kyrgios posted on Instagram about his mental health, saying he had had "suicidal thoughts" and "struggled to get out of bed" in 2019, pointing out marks on his arm in a photo from the Australian Open.
"I was genuinely contemplating if I wanted to commit suicide," he says in the documentary, due to be released on Netflix later this month.
"That pressure, having that 'all eyes on you' expectation, I couldn't deal with it. I wouldn't say I liked the kind of person I was.
"I lost my relationship with my family, and pushed all my close friends away.
"You could tell I was hurting. My whole arm was covered in scars. That's why I got my arm sleeve to cover it all."
The post on Instagram said he was "proud to say I've completely turned me around" and that he doesn't "take one moment for granted".
After reaching the final of Wimbledon last ye23-time Grand Slam champion Novak Djokovic beat him , Kyrgios sustained a knee injury which resulted in him having surgery to repair a small tear in his left lateral meniscus in January.
He returned to the court for the first time on Tuesday at the Stuttgart Open in Germany, where he lost to China's Wu Yibing in the opening round.
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